Well... Lain is a year old now.. It's hard to believe it.. She's walking around all by herself and she's so good with her balance now.. it's incredible.
Sometimes it scares me how much I love her, it really does.. I can't imagine myself without her, it just doesn't work..
I do want another one.. sometimes I want one now and then I don't.. it's weird, but I also know that I don't need another baby now.. i really really don't..

But i'm so tired now x.x